True Love and High Adventure
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"I have always imagined that Paradise will be a kind of library."

Wednesday, May 10, 2006
I didn't know someone
Could be so lonesome
Didn't know a heart
Could be tied up
And held for ransom.
Until you take your shoes
And go outside, stride over stride,
Walk to that tide because
The door is open wide.


RIP Grant McLennan. I've never been much of a one for writing about music, and I'm not going to start now, but Grant McLennan wrote some of the most beautiful and (to me) important songs ever. Someone was saying on Sinister how the deaths of Elliot Smith and Kurt Cobain were terrible but almost not surprising - they were troubled characters from the start, not so much living fast and dying young as living in pain and dying in drama. But Grant's death, though quieter (in his sleep on Saturday) is somehow more shocking because so unexpected. He was 48, unbearably young when you think about the recent reformation of the Go Betweens and all the great work he obviously had left in him.

What I loved about his songs was the understated erudition, the sweetness, the vein of surrealism, the poppiness which would suddenly be shot through with spikey darkness. They were songs which crept inside my head without me noticing and emerged later on a bus, on a desolate beach, in bed crying. They could be insanely uplifting (Spring Rain, Right Here), sweet and simple (Bachelor Kisses, Quiet Heart) or stunningly unique (Cattle and Cane). I need to spend some time just listening again, I think.

Goodbye Grant, I can't believe there won't be any more.

Official website (including messageboard with tributes)
RIP thread on I Love Music
Favourite songs thread on I Love Music
YouTube video tribute
Guardian obituary
Independent obituary

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Monday, May 08, 2006
I think I have turned tiredness into a new art form these past few days. It's like living underwater, everything veerrrrrrryyyyyy slow but oddly liberating as well. I no longer have the energy for the small everyday diplomacies of working life, I have forgotten to be a perfectionist, I don't care what I look like or what people think.

Only trouble is, I'm absolutely terrified to edit my dissertation while I'm in this state, in case my lazy keystrokes undo 8 months' work or I get my drafts muddled up. But I have to hand in in two weeks...

In any case, my supervisor has dashed my dreams of it all being over soon by urging me to turn the damn thing into an article and try for publication in
Library and Information Research. Exciting, but feels impossible right now...

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